suicide enthusiast

you're not being true to yourself, but you're strong and you can rely on your friends. hm!
i started watching/reading bungo stray dogs. ive always wanted to because i thought that Dazai would be a very me-type character. that he is.

i also started watching Nichibros (Daily Lives of High School Boys) and it is like, genuinely fucking hilarious. really enjoying it too... i want to try to be better about watching/playing stuff in my free time, instead of just kinda rotting.

i also finished deltarune chapter 2. which like basically the entire game tbqh.

OH ALSO PLAY SPLATTER!! PLAY SPLATTER RIGHT NOW

i dont really think i have much interesting to say today. ive been really out of it since friday and the work-week starting is not helping. i bought a cool knife today, it's a liner-locked folding buck knife which ive been wanting to get for a long time now. my dad used to give me old rusty ass dull pocket knives but i wanted to get my own to properly have and use.

Chemicals, don't strangle my pen!
Chemicals, don't make me sick again!
I'm always so dubious of your intent--
Like I can't afford to replace what you've spent!